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For you whom I dreamt

For the one I met in sleep, and miss while awake I don’t know your name, or where you came from just that your hands felt like rest and your breath, like home. You weren’t made of stardust, not carved from marble you had soft eyes, work-worn fingers, and a laugh that didn’t try too hard. You didn’t promise me forever, you just brought dinner home. You weren’t the tallest in the room, but I still stood behind you, proud. I remember how the nights felt quiet, and not lonely. You smelled of sweat and sun and safety, and your shoulder was mine when the day grew heavy. I told you, softly, that I was carrying something small and bright and you didn’t flinch. You placed your hand on me, and stayed. You stayed. And somehow that meant more than all the fireworks love ever promised me. If I ever see you again in a kitchen, on a porch, or just in that sleepy corner of my mind I’ll smile like I know you. Because I do. You were never just a dream. You were the feeling I’ve been waiting for my whole...
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The Second Night

 It was the second night I told you not in a rush, not in a storm. The house was full, the lights were low, your skin was tired, your hands were warm. I didn’t say it with a tremble, no heartbeat wild, no grand reveal just reached for yours beneath the blanket, and placed it where new life would feel. The room was small, the world was distant, your breath slowed down, then stayed a while. You didn’t speak, but in the silence, your lips grew soft, your eyes a smile. Outside, the kitchen clinked with dishes, a cousin’s laugh, a rustling sheet but in our space, time paused to listen as two heartbeats began to meet. You pulled me close, I felt you trembling not with fear, but something wide. The kind of love that has no questions, just space enough to let you cry. And though the house held many voices, and family passed us like the wind, in that small bed, you held a future you hadn’t known you’d find within.

The Stranger I Married

 by my sleeping heart I married a man I never knew, not carved from dreams, not sky-born true he smelled of earth and came in late, yet I was there… and called it fate. The night was blurred, the stars were kind, I searched for touch I couldn’t find. Still, something soft had come to stay a quiet home, a gentle day. He wasn’t rich, he wasn’t fire, but in his world, I could retire. No battles fought, no love to chase just mornings warm in someone’s place. I feared to ask, “Can I have more?” I feared the knocking at that door but he just stayed, and work was done, and in his arms, I found the sun. A life not built of perfect parts, but stitched from peace and softened hearts. No fairytale, no grand parade— just tea, and dusk, and debts half-paid. And in my dream, I wasn’t small, I wasn’t begging him to call. I wasn’t left to chase or wait— I simply walked beside my fate.

You will not disappear

 You are not a wilted thing, though you feel like falling petals— soft, bruised, tired of the wind. You are not broken glass, just a soul that held too much light for hands that didn’t know how to hold it. You are not too much. You are not too little. You are exactly as much as love was meant to be. And no, this ache won’t vanish overnight, but neither will your quiet strength. Some mornings, you’ll rise on trembling legs, heart sore, eyes swollen— but still you’ll rise. You will learn to breathe in spaces where his voice used to echo. You will find beauty in silence, and comfort in your own touch. This is not the end of love— just the beginning of loving yourself the way you always deserved. So rest, dear one. Cry if you need to. But remember: You are still here. And you will not disappear. Not now. Not ever.

Tumhaare Ishq ki syahi

Just think what will happen to me, If you stop smiling when I'll look at you. Whole world will become a noise to me,  Shattering my dreams of me being with you. Just think how heavy my heart will be, If you stop stargazing  Whenever I'll do,  If you stop hugging  Whenever I'll spread arms for you, If you stop waiting  Even when I'll ask you to, If you stop walking w ith me, Walks full of your extremely boring talks. If you stop holding my hand, In that interlocking way, Showing your possesiveness over me. If you stop taking a glance at my smile, And telling me how beautiful it is And how much it melts you. If you stop playing sudoku with me, If you stop telling me how crazy you are, If you stop taking care of me as you do, If you got too angry at me and pushed me away. Remember we have this time now and now only, So celebrate it, live it, feel it, cling to it, and embrace it. Even being away I can feel every moment Spent with you. I miss all your smiles I miss y...

Your SMILE

Your smile is indescribable though But let me make a piece through. It's something like which I've never felt, A true love is visible through that. Whenever you do me that favour My soul flies and my heart become yours. Only my body remains there, Rest every piece of me goes with yours. Everytime when you smile at me, It feels like something new has occurred to me, That I'm the happiest person living on this Earth, A self-satisfaction comes into my heart. Body remains with me, rest become yours, And my consciousness cries kill me once more, Then I spend my day full mindlessly. It's like an addictive poison, 'Coz it kills me even then I want it more. You kill me daily through that poison, Please kill me slowly giving it drop by drop. Your smile alone is enough to make my day Please do me a favour, smile everyday. That evening, when you smiled at me I lost my heart, I lost my mind, Like I've gotten everything I ever wanted. And my heart just fell for you. That day...

I MISS YOU

Me Without You  Just as a rain is without water drops,      I'm as such without you. Just as a sun is without its glows,      I'm as such without you. I know that you'll never come, But it's the matter of heart That it waits for you. Those feelings, those touches, those smiles That you gave me I miss them and you.

Once on a way...

Once walking on a way, As always Your thoughts were also on the way in my mind But that evening you were also going that way A wish which I've made every single day Came true only that one day.        While looking in your eyes        I could feel the love       Which have been there       Since many years       I wanted to stare at your body       But your eyes are so distracting. It seems like a fantasy, You and me lying under the sky, Just watching stars And looking each other in the eyes With a bit shy.       Being once touched by your eyes       I'm really staying for that.       Being once proposed by you,       I'm really waiting for that.       And being once loved by you,       I really want that. I love it when you tuck my hairs Behind my ears. Between the both of us There's something that ...

Proposal letter

Hey my day and night, And my whole life's might, Or I should address you as my height, Or my life's love i want to call u inspite. It's been so long  It's been so so so long, I don't know what's wrong With me. But it's been so _______ I was waiting for this day Since too long. Now see baby My feelings have gone out of way You are my life's love i want to say. I'm here to tell u what i feel I'm here to open the seal Of my heart. I am here to reveal That I LOVE YOU what's so big deal. From the day I've seen you It's you and you and only you Who is there always in my heart It's you and you and only you. I want to say that I LOVE YOU. I just want a daily sight of you And your smile to kill me more. I'm addicted to all your talkings And a bunch of your kisses Can you please be mine always I don't know who am i now a days. Hey my shine, hey my non-alcoholic wine, Hey dear, and hey bear Will u please marry me baby!!?? You are my ...

I wish I could stop loving you

Sometimes it runs through my mind How wonderful it would be  If I stop loving you all the time. No butterflies in my stomach If I stop loving you all the time No excitements and no expectations Smooth and steady life If I stop loving you all the time I'll be in peace in my heart n mind If I could stop loving you all the time. Whenever I think about me  I find you everywhere there  In my heart How could I stop loving you all the time. All the time I can see you somewhere near How could I even think to stop loving you all the time. It's my life and you created it  Why shouldn't I love you all the time You are the best gift of my life I want to love you all the time. Now, i felt what true love exactly is I want to thank to God  How perfectly they designed my life                           I love you 😘

My Poem (2nd version)

I've now began to love me I would my today's post be best for the people suffering from loneliness, having their major crush, are in depression, defocus and many more things. So lets began.....   After roaming so much, today and finally i realised that reality is quite different. The more u search for somone, the more u wait for someone more will they take the advantage of you. Let me explain First coming to lonliness, we feel lonely only when we are treated the way we didn't expected from but the sad reality is our own expectations are our killers. Sk first stop expecting anything from anyone. Just think and believe that they are not going to react the way you want them and then enjoy the rest. And one thing most important stop searching a friend in other persons. My experience says people try you, play with you and will leave you one day. Until you don't become your own best friend they will take you to the hell. Once you have attained solitude then stop other persons...

Sawaar lu....hmmm...

How could one end the sufferings of the people??? That's the question which is coming to my mind many times a day. Kaash m Buddha se mili hoti😄😄 Actually sometimes we suffer because of our expectations. We expect from this social that they'll give us what we think we deserve but actually we have to grab it and show them that it's what we deserve. And man is mediocre. None here cares for you...only your parents. A women is realllllllllllyyyyyyy great. Hats off to them. Same thing with women. We are thought as weak but reality is opposite. We don't show our strength. We are powerful. We are the creation and we creates. Fuck this stereotype mentality...aaa thuuuu.😏 But now the need is that wake up and show how powerful you are physically and mentally...u r gr8.....very gr8.... Salute you women.... spread love... :)

As I Began To Love Myself....A Poem By Charlie Chaplin

  As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”. As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody if I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me. Today I call it “RESPECT”. As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow. Today I call it “MATURITY”. As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance, I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens at the exactly right moment. So I could be calm. Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”. As I began to love myself I quit stealing my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future. Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love...

Psychology of LOVE

LOVE is long lasting. It takes years to be truly loved by someone. It's something which is very beyond from infatuation. Love can make you feel like heaven. It doesn't make you crazy but gives you strength. It improves you and create your faith in this world. The feeling of it relaxes you and not like that of infatuation which makes us crazy. Let me tell a short conversation between a teacher and his student. A professor who used to taught psychology at a college once asked his students that  WHY DO WE BEGAN TO YELL OVER SOMEONE WHOM WE ARE ANGRY WITH? A very beautiful answer was given by a student. He said when we are angry over someone our hearts are psychologically distant so to cover that distance we shout. Then professor asked what would you say would happen when we are in love with someone. Then, student gave another beautiful reply. He said then the hearts are not at all apart. They are very close so there is not even any need to say something. We can talk with each othe...

Why are waves created?

Waves are created due to elastic properties of materials. When a part of the string gets disturbed, it exerts an extra force on the neighbouring part because of the elastic property. And this applied force contact results in the transfer of energy from one part of string to other part. And hence wave propagates. Now, let's predict... Imagine what would happen if surface tension is not there on water surface then if you drop a pebble on the surface of water then you will not see any ripple formation. Simple enough... :)

Entropy (Continued 02)

      Statistical explaination Let's began from the very basic. Molecules at different temperatures are allowed to occupy only certain energy levels. At 0 K they are all in their lowest energy state and as the temperature increases, the distribution towards high energy level began to increase but the number of molecules in higher energy levels is always smaller than the number of molecules at lower energy level. Even, at the infinite temperature the number of molecules in higher energy level is not greater than those in the lower energy level but they are equal. The composition is uniform for every energy level. Now, let me introduce entropy here... From Boltzmann law we have got S=klnW, where S is the entropy, k is the Boltzmann constant and W is the number of microstates. This is the statistical version of entropy, since W is someway related to probability. Let me define W clearly. W gives the number of microstates possible for a given system. Microstates corresponds to...

Negative pressure

 An exciting experiment Imagine you are in a 0 pressure surrounding and think what will happen if you try capillary action there??  Think think.... Well, ideally seeing, it should form a meniscus with a pressure difference of 2T/R. So, we will (theoretically) find that above the meniscus there is 0 pressure and below it there is -2T/R pressure (unit). Here T represents surface tension and R represents radius of curvature of surface. Well, wait as first glance u might think that is negative pressure possible??? And if yes then what does it signifies? It seems to be senseless at first. But for liquids and solids it does exist.  Well, returning to our capillary action, we can't have such a scenario because the liquid will evaporate  until it achieves its surrounding's pressure greater than or equal to its vapour pressure and hence no 0 external pressure...hence no negative pressure. But...but...but.... It can still be achieved if u take such a liquid whose vapour pressu...

My First Self Written Poem

 A Piece Of Love All this is a matter of rhyme, Writin' a poem is not all right, I don't know who could suit it right.     It's a piece of love for you!!!     But I don't know when and how to      Handover it to you!!! Love at first sight, I don't believe in this, Is all this right? Hmm....      I've now began to love you,      Each moment and every second,      And let me be loving thou. May be he himself don't know, I love him a lot, O no....!!      Neglectin' each and every thing,      If I say-      I'm moving on now,      Would you believe this?      I know      You won't ever....!!! We both are beyond the relation of lust, Infatuation, jerk, and crush It's a fantastic story of true love, Which we both know will never last. Whoaaa........      Ignorin' me and willin' for me,      ...

From the point of view of a GIRL

 As we are having a trend in India that shows a girl to be a person with outer beauty but to be honest it is i think drastically affecting our thinking, consciousness that from the very young age most of children in India start watching these things and this creates a wrong image in their mind that the measure of a girl's status is its physical appearance and not her education, humanity etc. From the point of a girl, she would never like that someone judge her on the basis of her physical appearance. As a girl i would say being pretty is good but being beautiful is very important. A boy is never asked weather what's his skin colour is, what's his physical appearance is but when it comes to a girl her skin colour matters, she should be slim(society's rule) and sadly, even today we are not completely free!!!! Nobody ever says that a boy must know how to cook food and how to sew etc. but a girl is forced to learn these things with out even her wish. We want freedom.  Most ...

Infatuation

 Its completely fine to be infatuated with someone. Ooo....let me first explain what infatuation actually is Most of us don't even know the difference between love and infatuation. Both are different things. Love is long lasting while infatuation is short(1-2 years). Infatuation can make you jealous but love creates understanding. And most importantly " IF U LIKE A FLOWER, YOU PLUCK IT BUT WHEN YOU LOVE A FLOWER, YOU WATER IT DAILY" Now getting back to the original topic... infatuations are good to enjoy but yes yes self control is very much needed in infatuation and also it's again completely fine to be infatuated with many persons at a time. Enjoy your crushes. These are very common in teenages. But wasting your most valuable thing that is time on visiting Someone's profile again and again is really bad. You should work on your aim as it will give you a better life which you have dreamt of and not your crush. Never repeat your own mistakes. Learn from other'...

A Try to explain what ENTROPY actually is (01)

 Entropy, it's a interesting topic To understand it we should understand the different ways by which energy can be distributed or arranged between two or many or infinitely many things. Well, if we draw statistical curve of energy distribution between two objects then we would find that this curve starts from zero and go to a maxima and thet returns to zero....this is the beauty of the curve that the peak corresponds to the thing in which there is a great probability for us to find energy in that form. Lets consider two dices and if we plot the sum of numbers appeared on dice with no of throws then we will find that the maxima occurs at 7 someway between 2-12 which are respectively the minimum and maximum sum that we can have and here lies the beauty.....2nd law of thermodynamics says that entropy can not be destroyed because energy have a more tendency to be equally distributed between objects...it does not want to get collected that's why hot things cool down when placed near...